Monday, October 24, 2011

wish list

ok so I look at this and which I had a few hundred dollars to spend freely with no consequences
Slippers
Hat
Hoodie
Cooler Hoodie
CAuse Joanne and I both Love the showBuffy
This one for my girlfriend
Yeah I know it seems lame but I saw these and was like OMG
hehe
Happy halloween

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Book of memories or lost in memories?



So recently I (well more like 4 months now running) I decided to stop watching horror films. I just don't care for them anymore. Its the same same same things all the time. Anyway I may have thrown horror thrills out the door with that of musicals but I haven't done the same for horror games until I saw this

The Magic Box - Silent Hill: Book of Memories Preview (Page 1 of 2)

One of my favorite horror games Silent Hill seemed to have gone out the door and sold out to the cliche multiplayer top view old school beat them ups.
Similar to Cannon Spike

and other dreamcast games I can't hold my breath for this one but cry in the corner in the fetal position clicking my heals in hopes to go back to 1999 when video games seemed to be at least trying to impress us. Silent Hill in which you try to figure out various mysteries while dodging four legged creatures and hiding under the covers.


YOU wonder if there is something wrong with you for wanting to come back, you can almost feel a hand pulling you away as you are drawing your hand closer to power button to load the game up.
But no a good game is a good game. As of late I can't seem to find myself playing games that much, as much as I wish I can dive into it and spend a few hours trying to inlock everything in the game, I like to look out the window and see what is going on out there. I then go and find out, get a whiff of fresh air and go out for a walk.
In the end its great to look up whats new and read pu on the game itself, but it just another franchise gone away with the other sell outs(i. e. Devil May Cry and some other sI can't remember right now)

Friday, April 22, 2011

Dang it



Hmmm this would have helped me out soo much
http://www.seriouseats.com/2011/04/guide-to-dim-sum-dumplings-siu-mai-bao-chinese-steamed-buns.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+seriouseatsfeaturesvideos+%28Serious+Eats%29

How

How do I split up and do more when I somehow can't seem to do one thing. I can't seem to focus as I once used to, and It can't be because Im getting older ? or is it? are these the side affects of aging? That sucks I hate not being abe to control something in my life. I cant control the aging.. can I renew it by changing what goes into my body even more? hmm I wonder.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

The giant splinter that is on my head.

I pretty much hate it when there is a thought in the back of my head that tells me to do something and I don't do it.
It doesn't yell at me its not an overwhelming voice, its a soft spoken, hint to the better voice that tells me "Do it."
The "IT" is what ever I am doing at the moment. For today its me studying for this Anthropology test. I feel I could have Inputed more thorough response At the same time iI felt quite comfortable wit the responses I gave in the test. I am in a class that I enjoy but with no energy. I com ing out of class thinking that I left something behind, that I could have said more, but I don't that I could have made a friend but I obviously didn't I still have this thought, this pre-determined plan to walk a solo line. Gladly I failed and have connected to some people, not in a way that you could call best of buds, but that is not my goal here at Wheelock.
I wish I was free from all of this, and that the year was complete and I was done with this.
I often look at all of this and wonder how is it going to end, but I can't seem to pull myself into thinking that far. I just can't get the thoughts in. I usually,... in fact I am able to think of any situation in my head.. Giant elephant kissing a giraffe got it, whats going to happe or how its going to play out, I juts cant picture it, REALLY!!
I can't see myself in this situation for ever, as lomg as it isnt the realy mean . Me pretending to be someoneelse yeah sure why not. easy to do..

Monday, February 21, 2011

on and on and on and on

I think i am beginning to enjoy writing my papers in which I am sure I am going to hate later on once I start editing it.. Am I becoming a masochist?
I did a 2 page last night in which I felt I could have written more,
and now I am writing a 4-5 page paper and on page 2(maybe not sure)and I can't wait to indulge on other parts of this juicy wordy mache of words that I have compiled together. Does how I write affect anyone anyway. Or am I solely doing this just fora grade. I guess I'm to old and busy to care about a revolution of thoughts that stream out from my pencil as I once desired to.. maybe I can still do so with my artwork. In which I need to return to. Thanks to those students who believe in me.

--
Juan

Thursday, February 17, 2011

MK


chances are I may want to illustrate some of these things


and possibly on this as well
http://www.penny-arcade.com/comic/2011/2/18/